Dear QK,
Bristol was always enough, until I met you- but now too many parts of my heart are in London, and it couldn't feel any further away. I love you, and I miss you, and I promise that I will do everything I can to make sure we can all dance and be really truly happy one day <3
Dear TL,
You save me, time & time again. I love you all, so so much, and I am beyond grateful for you.
Dear H & B,
Oh, I so wish things would sort themselves out... At the moment there seems to be no end to it
Dear CF,
I've only written to you once before- on here, anyway. Goodness. I barely know where to start now. Just to say thank you, I guess. I've been so angry, but only because I was hurt. Now I've decided that I'm not going to let myself do that. What's the point of anger? There are still parts of me that I need to patch up, but I will do that and then I will be well on my way. I'll never regret all that happened; instead I'll hold dear what I still can, and make the most of what I can't. Two lyrics spring to mind- firstly, 'tell everybody I'm on my way, and I'm loving every step I take' and 'you can try but you'll never bring me down'. I'm going to change the world for the better. Watch this space.
Dear T,
It hurts to see someone with so much ambition in such a different place... I really do wish you well, and hope you succeed
Dear K,
Well, you're kind of the reason I've ended up writing this evening... Someone with whom I have history, more than I would like now, but not as much as I once wanted. You just confuse me, and I'm not sure where in my life you slot in anymore. You make me feel like I need to prove myself...
Dear S,
I miss you. Still. I really hope you're shining, wherever you are. I hope our paths cross again sometime. My first and greatest love.
Dear R,
I'm sorry. Genuinely sorry. I will sort things out, I promise.
Dear WR,
I need to listen to you more. You were right all along, but I was determined to make things okay. Thank you, for always looking out for me.
Dear Anxiety,
Stop trying to stop me being happy. I'm going to be happy, I'm going to succeed. I'm going to change the world. There's nothing you can do about it.
Dear All,
I love you. You know that, right?