I've finally done something I should have done ages ago.
Recently I've been looking back at past memories, particularly with someone who I no longer really know- we had a series of arguments last year (some of which I ranted about on here) and parted on bad terms. However, we used to be very very close (we even went away together in the summer of '11), and I've missed her a lot.
Anyway, remembering the funny/good times made me think back over everything, and I realised a) that I was in the wrong quite a bit and b) that unless I did something, that would probably be the end of it. Which is a sad thought.
But you want to know what it was that finally convinced me? These. The thought that there are too many futures that never happened, and that I need to take responsibility for the one I want. If that makes any sense.
So, summoning my courage and swallowing my pride, I sent her an email apologising, and admitting that I was wrong.
Now I just wait and see and hope.