In the end, Tank Park Salute was postponed till either Tuesday or Wednesday of next week.
The other stuff I was nervous? Well, in one respect, I'm feeling a lot more nervous: I've now got to go through with things which are part of procedure, and which I knew would probably happen, but am still not entirely happy or comfortable with. I want to be positive about this, but it's so so hard, and it's just making me feel both very nervous and incredibly frustrated. However, in a way I'm also feeling a lot better; I'm feeling a lot more supported/less lonely, which is good.
More to come tomorrow. Fingers crossed.