Dear C,
Please keep your word. I really need this.
Dear W,
I know I'm being immature, but to be honest so are you. Anyway, 'treated you like crap'? Anyone would think I'd outed you to half the year and told other people some of your really personal stuff. Oh, wait. That was what you did to me. So no, I'm really not ready to 'make up'.
Dear FW,
I really don't know where to start. You're amazing and brilliant and everything, and I guess part of me wishes that what everyone says is true- but in another way I'm glad it's not. At the moment, I'm fairly sure that the latter is right. I think.
Dear E/C,
Earlier I was thinking about the first time we met, if I can call it that. I never could hae imagined what would happen. Just one question- if you had known that would be the last time we spoke, what would you have said? Just curious. Anyway, goodbye and good luck in the future; missing you already x
Dear CSL,
Whilst on the topic of people I'll probably never see again, I might as well drop you a line. Mainly just to say that you're proof of how shallow I can be (I don't think we ever spoke...) and that I'm still reminded of you from time to time
Dear N,
I just want you to get better- totally, completely better. Selfish as it is, I need you; I need the person I've grown up with, and the person so many memories are based around. The one I looked up to, the one I defend. I know you're there, really. You're just not, at the same time, which is hard- it's like missing someone who hasn't actually moved.
Admittedly, though I can't wait to see you, I'm dreading it too. I can't bear to see you so ill :( I love you, and I believe in you x
Dear Easter Half Term,
I really see no need in you at the moment, except to sleep a lot -_-
Dear *
I've never described anyone older than me as cute before. So feel honoured. Because you are, and even though I thought I'd moved completely on, I really haven't. QED.