You know when it feels like the world is against you and nothing goes right and you just need someone to hold you and promise you things are going to be okay? Yeah, I'm having one of those evenings.
I had a much better weekend than I've had in a while, and earlier I was feeling happier, but I've crashed again. I've not really had the chance to speak to anyone I trust, and everything's just getting on top of me. I hate the way I can go from complete optimism to utter pessimism in what feels like seconds!
I also argued with a 'friend' last week, and we're still not talking. Which is largely due to me, but I can't be bothered to make it up. This has happened before, and it's just going to happen again. Plus I found out that she outed me to half the year and told other people some really personal stuff.
Argh, I really can't think properly. I need to finish my textiles but I can't concentrate :( I just want to sleep, preferably for many years, or at least till July :(