Tuesday, 5 March 2013

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Dear Night,
You've been far too long and disturbed, just when I really didn't need it :(

Dear E/C,
You're great and I'm dreading saying goodbye. I can't believe how much things have changed whilst I've known you; others have tried to do what you did, and have come nowhere near success.

Dear Tracy Chapman,
Fast Car on repeat. Such perfection.

Dear C,
I'm honestly not trying to be difficult :( I'm just stuck and confused and I don't know what I can do anymore. I'm scared but I don't know how to tell anyone that.

Dear DY,
You say that the time we spend chatting is mutually helpful. Yesterday, when I said that I'd had a bad weekend, you changed the subject. Thanks.

Dear PE,
Maybe I'm growing up; maybe I've changed. I'm definitely beginning to find a use in you, anyway.

Dear Certain People,
Please, grow a brain cell. It would help all of us.

Dear W,
At the moment I'm finding it difficult to trust anyone at all. I know it's not your fault, but you really haven't helped. I no longer know who knows what, and that's not exactly helpful.

Dear HP,
You're beautiful and you stand up for what you believe in, which makes you amazing in my book.

Dear Life,
I'm scared and lonely and I don't know what to do anymore. Maybe it really is just attention-seeking and being over-dramatic.

Dear N,
I hate seeing you how you were at the weekend. I just want you to get better, and knowing that's unlikely to happen anytime soon is one of the hardest things I've had to accept. I love you so much, and I can't bear even the idea of losing you or you being so ill.